i'm in the sch library now....jus finished the selecting of photos for the youth day report....the phots taken were horrendous!!! no skills 1 loh...all so blur...haiyo...giving me a hard time to choose...haaz...nevertheless, i still manage to choose a few of better standard...whaha....

sian man....phy test was tough man...well, mayb i'm not gd at it....but every ppl i asked, they gav the same ans...which was --- die ah...dunoe how to do...! haizZ.... feel like dropping 1 sub coz it's getting harder to cope...

i didn't really slp yesterday....need to study for phy...i only nap occasionally for the whole yesterday night....tired like hell...but, i still dun feel like goin home....tt's y i stayed in the library even though ive completed my stuffs...haaz....Life....

well...well....tiring day....sch actually shld end at 4pm...but stephy n i got perr maths tutoring...ahaa....Mr Eng was with us also...lolx...he's a nice n patient teacher! =) 3 of us chatted a little...we ask him wat courses r there in Uni, but he da(1) fei(1) suo(3) wei(4)....waha...we found out tt he's actually quite young...we predicted abt 26yrs old coz he jus came out of NIE for 1 yr nia...no wonder he still got tt student looks!!! wahaha....

tml phy test....wana die liao la....shld b not slping much tonite ba....haiz...panda rep!!! ahahz....

i really dislike one of my tutors!! he really............argh!!!! dunoe wat to say also..........

today had a class discussion on BGR during our pt - ct period...well, generally today's discussion was quite a light hearted one....nth too serious....every1 was having fun...lolx...i think nxt wk, mrs lay naing will touch on more in depth on this topic...

read eugene's blog.....

ahhh........so many things to do!!! so many test to take!!! going crazy!!!!!!!! wo kuan yao fa feng liao!!!!!!!!!!!!

jus came back from CO....had quite some fun..keke...i learnt how to drum a new piece!! still learning hard to make it perfect....or i shld say, at least presentable?? ahahaz...!

on the way home was fun...lol...wu xian n chou kit so so so lame loh...didn't noe they r friendly at 1st, but they hav turned out to b one...keke... =)  other co members too....beneath their acting cool skin, they r actually quite fun to b with la...at least can laugh with them...hahaz...

yay! yan chun came for CO today!! hehez.... =)

n ya...thanks vone vonne for her belated bday present n card!! =) is tt an ash tray? i nv smoke de wor....lolx....but i'll display in my glass cardboard....thanks ya... MuackX!

it's only early in the morning n i feel really pissed off!! my dad forbids me frm taking a shower in the morning!!! may i ask wat logic is tt?? it's so unreasonable loh.....!!!!! he even threaten to shut the water supply in the morning...wat's the hell is tt?? i bathe in the morning becoz i'm tired n is needed to b refreshed....! well, after much agument...he then said tt he'll limit me to 10 min for showering!! WT......jus becoz i bathe for my usual 15 mins????!!!! i'm a girl n with long hair ok! he thot i were like him meh??! shower for 5 mins is consider more than enough??!!! argh!!!

waha!! i got silver for my 2.4 km run! time: 16.08 min....lolx...i noe this timing is consider slow for some of u...but it's my best record in these 4 yrs!! hahaz... =) lalala....

after the run, i still got to attend CO....the he(1)  zhou(4) ended at 8pm!!! so late....it's all due to the conductor for not taking note of d time....reached home already 8.45pm...hungry sia...hahaz... =P

alot of things r needed to b done........! PW stuffs...maths class test, maths tutorial presentation n  phy sat test!!! OMG.......going to faint le....think slping late tonite ba...

today min jie nv come...so i took the mrt with chou kit...then we chit chatted abt the crisis CO is facing now...a handfull of ppl wam to quit loh...haiz...there is 1 girl frm my percussion who wan to quit too....mus beg her to stay....!!

wahhh!!! very full sia! ate so much during dinner....i jus came back frm my grandpa's hse downstairs...coz they were celebrating my grandpa's bday!! so many food to eat...yummy~~ but some quite oily la...lolx! my mama bake a durian cake which brings abt many praises from my relatives!! heez! =)

well....did some revision for tml maths class test....haiz...still got report rational to do...Gp essay too...cham ah...haiz...tml got 2.4 km run....hope tt i can pass...i need to finish within 16mins.....ahhh....mus chiong!!!

really turning into a pig these days...keep sleeping....i wld grab any chance jus to rest...lazy...haa...

argh!!!!!!!!! my entry self disappear again!!! BLOGSPOT!!!! argh!!!!!! i'm not goin to write once more!!!! damn..............

today is racial harmony day...the celebration was...well...boring n dull...except for the hanna thingy! so fun! i helped my frens to draw...n they sais it was nice!! hehez... =P
i drew one on my hand by myself...lolx...

jiayin's birthday also falls on racial harmony day! i sent her a sms to wish her a very very HAPPY 17th birthday!! kkee..=)

came back from CO abt 2 hrs ago...argh~can't tolerate si kai n ming xuan!!! so childish lor...keep saying me with this person or tt person...they...SIAO!!! mayb i'm gd to bully ba...tt's y they always target me...but nvm, i will ignore their nonsense! aha....took mrt home together with min jie n chou kit....=)

oh ya...edwin gav my my belated birthday present!! thanks alot!! those 2 badges r nice! i gav my mum hers le...keke.. =) n i pin mine on my sch bag! lolx... thanks again....

haiz...honestly, i'm dun hav high hopes for CO....

i didn't go to sch today...coz i had an upset  stomach....argh...went to toilet quite a few times...jus now even feel like puking...but i didn't la...feeling letargic now...did a few qn for chem tutorial...then keep running for the toilet...ahaz...haiz...so many ppl feeling unwell these days...now is my turn...haiz...
 
19/7/04   MON 
  CO yesterday was great! i had fun was my CO mates... =) kaoz...tt "K" initial went to our percussion section to look ard!! shit man! he looks likes he considering of joining!!! wah lau! he even said he got play the drum be4!!! sucks man....dunoe is real ornot....pray hard tt he isn't joining...if not...oh man...i dun even wan to think abt it anymore...it make me feel so disgusted!!
 
oh ya...chou kit's bday is on 19/7 n kimberly's on 18/7...waha, so many july babies! =p happy bday to them! keke...

well...i practically did nth for the whole day except watch tv...lolx...dunoe whether to go to the njc or SCO concert ornot leh...ex! ex n ex!!! no time to go also...hmm...desmond sms me today abt the ordering of ticket but i haven reply yet...ahahaz...
 
Sianz man...was alone at home the whole day....tml got CO practice again....haiz...going to end late n reach home late again...haiz....
 
my aunt gav me a red packet for my bday!!! heez! n the amount is .....!!!! i can't believe it loh...50 bucks sia..!! then i immediately phone  to say a BIG THANK U to her!! goin to save this $$....keke... =)
 
kaoz...lookin at my study table....it's so messy! dunoe how to start packing...being a girl, i think i'm very shi bai...so untidy de...haiz...tt's wat my mum always says...wahaha...n my sis is worst!! ahaha... =X really mus squeeze in some time to pack le...if not... " mountains" r  goin to b formed out of my study table loh... =p 
 
Anxious to see the badges tml...heez!
n i'm craving for more xian(4) dai(4) xiao(3)  shuo(1) n celtic music!! gosh....

17/7 --- Saturday...
 
didn't blog for a few days le...shall do it now! haha...
 
i had drank 2 bowls of black chicken herbal soup!! it's...tasty!! love it so much...but cant drink too frequently..coz it's heaty...very bu(3)..lolx...esp gd for girls...however, it's not really suitable for guys to consume...haha...
 
today chem test die for sure liao la...haiz...can't finish loh...after tt, i still had CLA full paper...it consist of paper 1 n 2...tt means i sat for 3 hrs in the ava...waha...shoulders ache like dunoe wat...coz need to lower down my shoulders to write...the table is too low!! ava is super cold also loh...BUT i got my cardigan on! heez... =) i wrote alot for my chi essay...until i didn't know how to end it...haaz...there's this stupid chi teacher who ate our time!! i alot of us nearly cant manage to finish our paper!! argh~~~ i actually sat for 4hrs 30 mins worth of tests!! gosh...dunoe how many brain cells had died liao...lolx...
 
then...nth much to do le...so went home n slp...n i slept for abt 2 hrs...heh...like slping so much nowadays...becoming like a pig liao...lazy...haha...
 
hmm...i had finished reading the xiao shuo tt i had borrowed from si kai...a very very nice bk...really look up upon tt author loh...i like his way of writing...the story made me...cried...
 
still thinking whether to go swimming tml morning...ehh...need to see whether i wan to wake up early tml not...ahaha... =P
 
my cousin hor...wan to buy me the celtic cd i wan for birthday leh!! she's still findin for it...heez...thank u!!! MUacKz!
searching for gd chi xiao shuo now...but they r extremely expensive!! mayb shld ask si kai again....wahaha...

 

whaha...i'm so happy today!! so many pple wishes me happy birthday leh...so xing fu...but...it wldn't b 13th tml le...abit sad...haaz...

i received a bear n an anklet frm stephy,vanessa n seet ee!! the bear is so so so cute!! keke...tt's my 6th birthday bear gifts in these 3 yrs...alot rite??lol...=) nxt i received my e(4) jiu(4) mu(3) gift...a handicraft bk, a cute n flurry rabbit handphone holder n a multi-coloured pen...lalala~ then hor...zhihao came to my hse (downstairs) to giv me present!! he took all the trouble to come to my hse loh...me very bu hao yi si to ma fan him...the present was shared by him n juliet!! i'm so happy to see u 2 so loving!! hehez...xie mu si ren le wor...=P jiayou!! nxt time bring juliet with u hor...heh...

alot of my frens who i thot they will forget actually did remember my birthday...i'm so touched...sob~ the least expected 1 is xiang long loh...only then i know tt he had already been transferred to NYP! gosh~i didn't noe tt until he sms jus now loh...he told me tt if there's no1 celebrating with me, he can celebrate it with me...waha, very nice of him...but i didn't go la...tired...but, thanks anyway... =)

AND I WANT TO SAY A BIG BIG THANK U TO EVERY1 OF U!! U GUYS ROCKS!!! BIG BIG HUG TO ALL!!

my mum bought a birthday cake..hehe...pandan flavour...but not nice de...mum's baking still the best!!! took some pics...hope i dun appear to b too ugly on those photos...n i need to copy another set of photos for my cousin - ah Li!! she's with me jus now....hahaaz....

Even though, there's oral on my birthday...i still felt loved by all...=) oh ya..the invigilator saw my birth date on my EZ card..they even wished my sheng ri kua le loh!! waha...so swt of them...then i kept nodding my head n sayin thank u to them at the same time...lolx...

hope tml will b as gd n happy as today.... =)

* wishing upon an autumn star....

my wrist kana quite a few line of clotted blood (under the skin de..) ppl thot i cut my wrist!! siao la...i'm not foolish to do such a thing! haaz...mus blame tt drum stand...jia(2) dao(4) zhe(4) yang(4)...lol...a little painful la...not so bad...well,co until 8pm today...tired...the pe jus now was horrendous! so lots of exercise....

haiz...it's the 13th tml...goin to b older by 1 yr...alot of gan chu...17...time really flys....ARGH!! n there's A level oral tml loh!! wat a day.....haiz

after watching the charity show, i really feel tt we r very lucky ppl...there are children out there who r less fortunate but they r much more braver n optimistic than us...they didn't put blames on anything or anyone...unlike us, when things didn't go the way we wanted, we start to blame n complain...we shld learn how to appreciate everything we own n every1 we love...we might not noe when each or any1 of us is leaving this earth...so tt there won't be any regrets...i really need to ponder...

i found it! yay! the album cost my 24 bucks...! heart pain ah...lol...

jus now while i was walking to HMV...a idiotic irritating man in his fourties was walkin toward my direction...then when he walk past me, he say wat "sui leh." sui wat sui, he siao 1...!!! kaoz..like se lang! puke. then got another man, cough also dunoe how to cover with his hand!! n he's facing me at tt time loh!! argh~~~

didn't blog yesterday...10/7
ok, had A level chi listening yesterday...i wld say that the qns given were quite tricky...almost all the options provided for each qn is possible loh...but after comparing the ans with my frens...mst of them are the same...so hai hao...phew~ haaz..then nv went out for the rest of the day le...stayed at home to read xiao shuo...this bk is really worth reading man...nice! thanks to si kai for recommanding...actually he's quite relunctant to lend coz this bk is precious to him...but i keep begging him, ahaha...

today... 11/7
me goin to orchard HMV...i wan to buy the carpenter gold album...dun noe y i hav such a sudden urge to get tt album yesterday...actually i wan to get it long time ago..but cant really find it...hope i'll find it there...if not mayb i'm going to purchase it online...lol...heh!

Anyone interested in ordering mooncakes?? coz my senior is selling n ask me to help her go ard advertising...it has 4 diff flavour...those who r interested pls tag me...thanks! =)

PW.........PW..........drives me insane........haiz.......i'm tired.......i promise tt i'll slp once i come home tml..!! ahaha...but i doubt it's possible la...coz, i'll only be release at 4.05pm.... =(

hmm...another long day for me again...had CO practice until qrd 7pm...it's considered early today liao loh...normall release only at 8pm...haa...

quite satisfy with myself for writing more then 1200 words for my chi comp...lol...basically, i was jus crappin alot la.. =P haiz...jc life...my frns frm poly like all very slack leh...101% different from us...aha...i'm half dead during the CO practice...tired man...now, i really like to slp...it can b one of my hobbies le la...i'm DESPERATE for sufficient slp!! i had some welfare meeting jus now...teachers r also present n we all sat together to do some reflections on the youth day fashion parade thingy...then saw ed in the study centre when i was goin home...think he stayed in sch to study ba...so yong gong...waha...

Listening to yes 933 fm now...doin hwmk at the same time....*yawn* dun feel like doin anything...

hmm...stayed at school until 7pm for CO meeting...it only started at 5pm loh...n i ended sch at 2.40om today...aha...spent the rest of the time doin some homework...tons n tons of homework is needed to b done...haiz...

be4 the meeting started...i was tokin to si kai...he needs me to giv him my gf's side of story...things r gettin complicated btw them...n it needs to b solve...haiz, i also wat i can do to help...then i kept explaining wat my gf side of view to him...jus hope i wun b makin the matter worst by helping them...

hmm...the CO meeting was ok...

i'm trying to find some euthu in watever things i do.... it jus doesn't come to me n i need to seek for it....

well...i did went out in the afternoon to hav my fringe cut...but hor...i think it's not really obvious leh...coz my mum said kan bu chu!! the cuttin of finge n trimming of ends cost me 16 bucks!! ex loh...i'm sure tt my frens wun notice anything diff tml...lol...shld hav ask the hairdresser to cut it shorter...haaZ.. =P

shld hav ask yvonne to go k box yesterday, since there was nth much to do...

slept twice in the afternoon...2 n 1/2 hrs in total! ahaha...becoming a pig loh...

hmm...very sianz today...stayed at home the whole day while the rest of my family went to my relative's house-warming...i didn't go becuz i dun hav the mood the go...ahaa...
Luckily i didn't go...cuz i had an upset stomach today...dunoe rushed to toilet for how many times...lol...

lalala~ singing away....ijus like to sing...no matter when i'm down or happy...

the week finally ended...at least i can rest...had a 2 hr afternoon nap...but, i'm still feeling tired...this means i need more rest...more slp! i've been lackin of slp this whole wk!!

haiz...i flunk my maths test today liao...cham...not enuf time n the qns r tough...haiz...

my legs still ache alot...even has prob bending down to pick up sth...argh~ i think i hav over stretched my muscles....

again, today was a tiring day for me...1st thing in the morning, we had the youth day celebration...ran here n there to get things settle...but yvonne was the most busy de la...lol...i wld proudly say tt the fashion parade was a success!! yay! =) it's such a satisfaction to see the audiences laughed so heartily...they r enjoying
themselves...keke... without the co-operation of every1, this parade wont b a success..heez...

I'M SO PROUD OF OF MY CLASS 122!! i really didn't expect hanis to perform so well today...becoz he seems nervous yesterday for the preliminary round...n he did improve alot!! aidil, the comentator too, did well! i'm very xin(1) wei(4) to see my class united as 1 to make the impossible possible! 3 cheers for 122!!! yippy! =))) Great jobby!!

after this event...from all the preparation, i hav get to realise tt it isn't easy as it seems for events to take place smoothly...alot of efforts r needed...haiz, i'm alittle sad...it's like all our hard work we had put in, jus ended for jus a hr plus event...abit bu she de...haha...

my legs muscles ache like dunoe wat..even has difficulty in squatting down...haaz..n all the running ard the sch makes it worst...AHHHH...maths sat test tml!!! cham...

*mood* >> no mood...
*doin wat?* >> writing blog...

i think i'm gettin the feel n effects from insufficient slp...haiz...dun hav the mood to tok...coz tokin use up energy n i cant afford to lose anymore energy to keep me awake...

there's this preliminary round today for the youth day fashion parade...quite a busy day...did a little help out for my class...help our model to paint his face! waha...n seet ee's make up pro lo~ =)

haiz...nowadays keep sighing...mus try to stop or rather minimise tt...Love..wat really is love? relationships? courtship? uncertainties? regrets? hurtful? happiness? sweet? bitter? sour? haa...since when i become so philosophical? lol...one mor of fren..she's facing some prob now...she's unsure of her feelings...she told me tt at first she like him only as a fren...but her other frens keep prompting n tease her with tt guy...n now, she's very confuse...for wat i think, others do not hav the rite to make any decisions for her...coz they'll make things worst for her...so, i feel tt it's not gd for others to prompt her to accept him...advices r gd, but not "pyscoing"...they might cause her to make decision tt might make her regret in the future...n lead to the suffer of 2 ppl...for me, i feel tt to hurt myself is better than hurting the other 1...the taste of it is .... haiz...

she called me yesterday n we tok...ask me wat shld she do now...straight away this thot came to me..."i'm already such failure, how am i able to help u even though i wish i ould..." nevertheless, i listen to her...no pysco-ing! n i try to repharse every words be4 i say them out...she's already so stress le, so i dun wan to stress her up even more...All i said to her was..."time plays an impt role...if she really likes him, no matter how long, the feelings will stay...by then u can accept him without any uncertainties n regrets...However, if it's jus a false alarm...the feelings wont linger ard..." haiz, actually i dun hav this zi ge to say anything...coz i'm a failure for tt...haa...haiz..hope she wont b so fan...n i cant do anything to help her...

i guess tt's part of life...every1 has to go thru it...we cant avoid...there's a chinese saying, shi(4) fu(2) shi(4) huo(4), shi(4) huo(4) duo(3) bu(1) guo(4)...i find it so true...y r some of the ppl afraid of the future? becoz, they cant foresee it...things tt happen might b gd or bad...n they duno wat to choose...they r afraid of makin the wrong choice...these uncertainties makes them confuse n dun dare to take the 1st step...i can understand how she feels now - lost...

wah..today pe "hiong" ah...be4 the pe, which was already 4pm..i was already feeling half dead...do alot of stretching n ran 4 rounds...whole body aching man...it'll mst probaly b worst tml...ahaa, god bless...

hope tml's youth day celebration will b a success! =)