*mood* >> no mood...
*doin wat?* >> writing blog...

i think i'm gettin the feel n effects from insufficient slp...haiz...dun hav the mood to tok...coz tokin use up energy n i cant afford to lose anymore energy to keep me awake...

there's this preliminary round today for the youth day fashion parade...quite a busy day...did a little help out for my class...help our model to paint his face! waha...n seet ee's make up pro lo~ =)

haiz...nowadays keep sighing...mus try to stop or rather minimise tt...Love..wat really is love? relationships? courtship? uncertainties? regrets? hurtful? happiness? sweet? bitter? sour? haa...since when i become so philosophical? lol...one mor of fren..she's facing some prob now...she's unsure of her feelings...she told me tt at first she like him only as a fren...but her other frens keep prompting n tease her with tt guy...n now, she's very confuse...for wat i think, others do not hav the rite to make any decisions for her...coz they'll make things worst for her...so, i feel tt it's not gd for others to prompt her to accept him...advices r gd, but not "pyscoing"...they might cause her to make decision tt might make her regret in the future...n lead to the suffer of 2 ppl...for me, i feel tt to hurt myself is better than hurting the other 1...the taste of it is .... haiz...

she called me yesterday n we tok...ask me wat shld she do now...straight away this thot came to me..."i'm already such failure, how am i able to help u even though i wish i ould..." nevertheless, i listen to her...no pysco-ing! n i try to repharse every words be4 i say them out...she's already so stress le, so i dun wan to stress her up even more...All i said to her was..."time plays an impt role...if she really likes him, no matter how long, the feelings will stay...by then u can accept him without any uncertainties n regrets...However, if it's jus a false alarm...the feelings wont linger ard..." haiz, actually i dun hav this zi ge to say anything...coz i'm a failure for tt...haa...haiz..hope she wont b so fan...n i cant do anything to help her...

i guess tt's part of life...every1 has to go thru it...we cant avoid...there's a chinese saying, shi(4) fu(2) shi(4) huo(4), shi(4) huo(4) duo(3) bu(1) guo(4)...i find it so true...y r some of the ppl afraid of the future? becoz, they cant foresee it...things tt happen might b gd or bad...n they duno wat to choose...they r afraid of makin the wrong choice...these uncertainties makes them confuse n dun dare to take the 1st step...i can understand how she feels now - lost...

wah..today pe "hiong" ah...be4 the pe, which was already 4pm..i was already feeling half dead...do alot of stretching n ran 4 rounds...whole body aching man...it'll mst probaly b worst tml...ahaa, god bless...

hope tml's youth day celebration will b a success! =)