Humans are so vunerable. We are prone to sickness, physical and emotional hurts. None is preventable. Even though we might not experience now, does not mean we would not encounter them in any other phases of our lives. Perhaps, the pain is something that could make us realises we are still alive and our senses are working fine. Only then we know what is happiness when there is pain. The contrast is how we see the other side of a coin; the other side of life. Would we then be more appreciative of the good moments we shared among the people we care? I don't know.. Sometimes we are too preoccuppied in our own world and immerse in total self pity that we over look the fact that there is still a real world besides our own. People are dying every second from all kinds of reasons (illness, murder, accident or starvation), animals being brutally tortured and the issues of global warming and social unrest. But the world does not stop just because of these. It continues to function. Other people still continue to live life and to make the best out of it. Every day is just like every other day. Our own problems seems to dimish significantly when compared to what is happening outside.

Like i say, we are vunerable and fragile. We easily magnify our problems and let them weigh upon us till we are unable to take a breath. Solution? Many would say... we have to learn how to see through life. Know how to let go and accept what are presented to us. But i tell you, this is easier said than done. At least to me. I still have a long long way to learn. Just by the thought of if i had to lose a dear one, can already make me cry. I admit im weak. But we are all link together by something called relationship and this is something very special we own. The more special it is, the more pain you will feel when you lose it. Because they are so dear, therefore i have such intense reaction. However, sometimes we wouldn't know how special the person is until we lose them. Irony isn't it?

gosh...i don't know what i'm blabbering about. My train of thoughts are so jumbled up right now...Pardon me.