i hate this blog!! everything i wrote..it's all gone!! becoz of dunoe wat internal error..haa..mayb,the blog also doesn't wan me to publish it..?haa..all my thots n feelings in here r all gone...i actually took all my effort to write...haiz..nvm...n i dun feel like writin it once more..i dun wan to go thru tt emotional part of me again..zuo ren hao nan..i dun understand myself...i'm drifting away frm my ownself..i no longer know myself..i mus learn to b in control in everything if possible..haa,but this won't b possible..day dreamin only..haa


today leadership camp was quite fun..all physical activities...n i was tired..mayb it's becoz i woke up at 4.45am this morning....then cant fall aslp again..haa..i'm crazy..in my grp rite,all were guys except for me..all the other girls PON today's camp lo..but the guys in the grp r a bunch of gd ppl la..make lots of new friends..very gentlemanly too..nice knowing them...