went to woodland library to do hmwk..waha..n i actually spent 4 n 1/2 hrs..hehe,quite satisfied with myself.. =P ed also went to study..he alighted at the wrong stop..lol,nearly laughed out..but mus control,coz i was in the library..haa..

did maths all the way...goin looney liao,waha...i was very quiet all the while in the library..nv talk...i guessed tt ed also sensed tt i was different frm my usual self..haa..tt is becoz i need to concentrate..so, very bu hao yi si...

on the way home on the train..ed asked me wat i wanted to b in the future..n this really strucked me..actually this qns strucked him all this while..wat i wan to b??i dunoe..a pyscologist?? tt means i need to go overseas...but i really cant bear to leave everything behind..my family..my frens...they mean so much to me...
am i even eligible for Uni? tt's also a prob...in short,i'm afraid of the future...i think..i'm really a coward..lack of confidence...haa..sometimes,i'm wondering y i'm so useless..haa..need to live up to ppl's n self expectations...it's tiring...sometimes i dun even know how to b my real self..or am i my real self now?haiz...mayb i really think too much le ba..tt's y life seems so lifeless to me...only know how to help others in solving their probs..but i dunhoe how to settle mine...shi baI..ha..

ok,i shall stop tokin abt those 丧气的话了... =)
MUM's herbal chicken soup is SOOO NICEEE!!! yummy!! still got drumstick wor..my fav..so tender...waha..drooling again le.. =P

mama says mayb she's bringin us to guan yin 庙 to 拜拜 tml...i wan to hav a peaceful mind...

HELP.......i feel like going K BOX again leh...how?? i need to sing to relax...haiz...