well well...hahaz...i think i made a big big fool out of myself today....lalala...
i shld say...actually i noe i didn't really sing well...or i shld say it's quite an awful one? hahaz...
at the beginning of my performance...the'r some tech errors...v lucky rite??haha...
hm...i noe where i stand...i'm not outstanding...haiz...i need some reassurrance in the things i do...sometimes i jus feel lost...often thinkin tt i'm not as gd as others...
u can say tt i hav low self confidence n i can't deny tt...desperate to find confidence...n mayb tt's the reason y i joined this singin contest...haaz...
after my performance...there was not much applause frm the audience...immediately i noe i didn't sing well...i was quite dissappointed...hating myself for not able to present my usual self to the audience...but i still need to thank some of my frens who were there supporting me...i appreciate alot...but not all were sensitive to how i felt jus now...some of them like very " fu yan" wo...haa...

nvm...at least i tried...i'm still proud of tt even though wo mei you bei shou ken di...
my mama is the best! becoz she's a person who doesn't has any undesirable motive towards any1...