yoz...i'm so terribly full now...i think my stomach is goin to burst very soon....ate so many these 2 days...really sinful man...haiz...but come to think of it, cny goodies r only available once every yr...so i do away with my diet...hahaz...
i dun feel like i'm celebrating cny...dun hav tt kind of mood...cant feel the atmosphere...sad...haa....i wonder will it b worst nxt yr?? does growin up contributes to tis prob? i think so.... i remembered when i was much younger, i always looked forward to cny...so tt i cld hav fun with my cousins...everywhere was filled with cny songs n decorations. but now, it seems tt the songs r not played in many places n the decorations are not as well put up...shoppin centres used left over xmas decorations for cny! their main purpose is to save budget!! sianz rite...those displays no longer look like those traditional ones...

i;m at mu aunt's hse now...very sianz...all my cousins when out le...all got their own life le...the bond we used to share kind of become not tt strong le...guess tt's a part of growing up ba... =)